DEAR MY HUSBAND
- February 28, 2014
- by Nur Imroatun Sholihat
Should I see you now, I don’t
think I’ll be
able to say this amount of words. Maybe I’d be too nervous from so much excitement. Been waiting for many
things, but this one seems to be the longest one. So I’ll write this down while waiting for the time for us to meet. So, where should I start?
Looking back to the past, never had I reminisce any kind of romance. Even
for a "deep affection” kind of feeling to a man, I don’t remember any. This might be awkward, maybe. I’m soooo shy to write or talk anything about my love life. I admit I’ve written quite a lot about love--but
believe it or not, those all came wholely from my imagination.
Just knowing that you’re standing somewhere makes me glad. Just hoping that you'll come in the near future got me smiling widely. I
realize this really long wait is for the sake of meeting someone truly special. I don’t mind being single all this time just for you. You will be the first, that I would strive to hold.
Most of the time, I rely on myself to thrive. It’s not always easy, sometimes I even hate being alone. It's not hard to find me envied my friends who have someone to face the world with. Not that I love being single, it’s just I want you to be the one and only. So I try to enjoy my life as it is now while waiting for the right person. I spend
my time doing the things I love rather than being with someone. People might think I am not interested in a relationship yet but
actually, I am just being patient for you to appear.
This ordinary
girl writes a
letter to a name she never knew who
yet. She’ll work her hardest to be someone you can see gratefully. She’d become the happiest while being herself but to be the best of her she thinks
she needs someone. She’ll give the entire of her heart to belong to you. She’ll put you
permanently on her every future plan. She mentions you in every prayer. She’s very curious where on earth are
you standing now.
Will we meet in awkwardness or just casually chat
up? In what
kind of scene will we see each other’s eyes? What kind of charm do you possess? Will my heart goes thump thump at our
first meet? What will make you decide that I'm the one you're looking for? I
wonder.
I’m missing
someone I don’t even know who he is yet. When he read it, I wish he had become my husband. A
husband who
accept however I am. A husband who enjoys my flaws as he doesn’t think it’s a flaw. A husband whose personality will brighten my days
up. Should you smile or cry, I want to be a woman who knows the reason why
without being told. Your composed smile and crazy laugh, I wanna enjoy it. Your sorrow and tears, I wanna be the one you can lean on.
I don’t ask for
certain types but I think the hard-working type suits me well. I can’t help adoring persons
who’re
working so hard. Unconsciously, someone’s acts chasing his dreams always become
my consideration above everything. I love a wise man too. So rather than a sugar-coated man, I wish a sugar-hearted man.
Dear you, the one I wanna spend my life with, I
have nothing but my hard-working side. I’ll try my hardest to make you happy
with me. I’ll grow to become the girl you desire. For now, it is working on
ensuring that someday I’ll be good enough for you. When that time comes, hopefully I’ll come with a
prepared heart.
My precious
treasure, what’s your hobby? I’m enjoying writing so much. Whatever hobby
you’re into, let’s support each other in the future. Right now, I write love without
knowing the real emotion, I just imagine it. If I meet you, I can write with
the right emotion. You’ll be my emotion.
For me, arts are
my sunshine. I love writing, playing guitar, reading poems, composing songs, and so on. I’m the kinda girl that chooses to spend money on guitar rather
than buy shoes or clothes. Haha, please don’t be surprised. Firstly I think I have one-sided
love to guitar since I learned to play it but I'm still unsure I can play it
well. I just love it. Weird, I still love it all the while being barely good at it.
I think I’m the type who would write poems for my husband. How if apparently, you don’t like poems?
Huhuhu. Oh yeah, what kind of music do you like? I will sing you a song and play guitar along when we meet then. Of course, if it’s a difficult song, I’ll have
it learned first. Hihi.
I have so many
on my to-do
list. I’ll learn to cook your favorite food. I want to greet your mother and
father in a lovely way. I want to write a biography of your journey. I want to be the biggest
supporter of yours. I want to be someone you call home. Of course, I want to be the hidden reason for your success. Besides that, I have
silly wishes too. I hope you’ll let me stay a fan of YG Ent and Barca. I’m a big fan of these
two’s idealism *How will it be if you’re a Madridista? El Classico is gonna be a war for us. Haha
Ah, I’m really
shy to write these words but in the future let’s dance together to this world’s music. Let’s sing together our
random self-composed songs. Let’s laugh at our funny jokes, we'll never be bored. Let's enjoy every and each thing in this universe. Let’s try our best to be a good mate for life. Let’s be a happy couple whatever happens. :)
I wish you always dedicate your life to God. I pray for God to protect you all the
time. I pray for you to be happy always. I pray for you to be healthy and
successful
there. For you, I’ll stay on my track to be a better woman. I’ll try my best to be a good woman
for you. Should the time come for us
to meet, I hope you’ll be happy to have found me.
If this life is
a film, I’ve to wait until the very end to see it clear right? I might have to walk a long journey to know
how the film ends. I don’t care if it’s a long stormy way. But you’ll be my
happy ending right? Because ain't a thing better than being with you my husband. It’s such a blessing to be
with you.
I want to know
your reaction after reading it, will you just smile shily or say I’m silly. When
you know this, you know how much I miss you already right? I'll be waiting for you no matter how long it takes. Okay, finished here. I quit imagining you and go back to my life. Let's meet in
real life, hubby :)
Sincerely,
Your future wife
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image source: here
Read also: Dear My Husband (The Making)
image source: here
Read also: Dear My Husband (The Making)
(Writing competition vs Mbak Fitri. Our heart fluttered cuz "Dear My Wife" song and we thought it’s heart-touching to write something for our future
husband. Isn’t
it nice if someone prepares something for her/his future spouse? Actually, I’m
kinda shy to write this kind of thing TT.TT)
I give you both my blessings. I wish you one in all and all in one . Journeying through life side by side in togetherness raising above our human flaws!
ReplyDeleteThank you uncle. You even wish me well in my relationship whoever I'm with :)
Deleteeum.... believe that my dream about your married will be true.. Saat itu, saya menyalami dirimu dan senyummu begitu bahagia >> mimpi yang bagus diceritakan dan yakini akan terjadi >> nah.. bersemangat! :D
ReplyDeleteDua kali mimpi soal aku nikah dan dua-duanya manis. Hihi. Aamiin Doain ya Mbak :)
DeleteMaybe if I read this not at the public area my eyes would produce some tears. :p
ReplyDeleteDeep enough, but with packing like this it's so "Iim bangets". :)
Best wishes for you, dear. Hopefully we will meet our first, the one and only for us.. Aamiin..:D
My lovely editor, miss youuu!!
DeleteHaha, if you feel like crying, just cry dear :p
Lets pray for our future. Aamiin :)
I have told u about one of good stuff that nicely written, the most important thing is how those can easily touch your heart because we can relate everysingle thing there. *ketampar dan kepukpuk dalam waktu yg bersamaan* *sob sob*
ReplyDeleteAaakk i dont know this feeling. Its like effortlessly romantic in a very simple way. You will go awwww-ing without being mushy or galau-ish.
Yeah, it is about how our wait will be so worth wile. Really hope we all deserved it. Amin!
*karena ini bukan sekadar nungguin album setelah diphp-in sekian bulan* *tetep*
My cute Unnie was here :)
Delete"Its like effortlessly romantic in a very simple way" --> Finally, I can be romantic too :p
Waiting could be nice too. Aamiin :)
Dan segera aku bakal publish review albumnya setelah diphp-in sekian lama. *kabuurr
so lovely ♡ ～('▽^人) , also make teary (ノ_<。) ,
ReplyDeletehope you'll meet your future hubby a.s.a.p. Amiin YRA
。。がんばってねえ。。
Aamiin. Thank you Anggi :)
DeleteAamiin...
ReplyDeleteAamiin :)
Deletevery romantic and lovely writing, most of the men would like to have wife like u ;)
Deletebut I do believe that Life is too short , and we never know what will happen tomorrow .. so live the life as there is no tomorrow ... rather than waiting for someone and creating a hypothetical world around you (in future? !)
embrace people around you , embrace this beautiful world, live freely , love openly ..love is free :)
Love n Peace
@Ricky Couldn't agree anymore but still, I think I'll wait for the right person. Once we talked about this thing and we realized that we have different point of view about love life, right?
DeleteHaha, but thank for visited my blog and left a comment here :)